My Note To Michael

I refuse to believe it...
I hate hearing people say the LATE Michael Jackson...
I hate seeing the RIP statuses...
That makes it all too real..
That makes me have accept the truth...
I don't want to accept the truth...
This is a truth that just shouldn't be...
I grew up with you...
Your music was a part of who I am today...
My memories consist of you...
I dreamt of you every night back in the day...
I sang You Are Not Alone constantly and cried at the video...
You are just... the epitome of music...
Alot of artists here today are here because of you...
I had a dream of meeting you one day...
Even if it was just for 5 seconds because I'd faint at the sight of you...
Everyone should've left you alone...
There will be no one like you man...
When I found out, I couldn't do anything but cry...
I couldn't even see where i was going as i was driving home...
I've never cried so loud and so much for anyone before...
I never told anyone before today but you were my first love...
I don't care what anyone says...
So you're really gone?
No you're not...
You can't be...
My head hurts from crying so much...
This hurts my heart...
Thank you for living...
Thank you for sharing the music that filled you up inside with the rest of us...
I can't tell you how grateful I am...
I just... cant believe it...
Feels like I'm in a bad dream...
I love you Michael...
Always have and always will...
I love you...
♥


My Tears and The Tears of Millions Can't Bring You Back To Us... If They Could, I'd Cry Forever...

My Idol